atlanta starting raining on me.

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 12:05:26 GMT

^{sometimes i still think there's something there.}

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 11:39:16 GMT

I'm having second thoughts on having second thoughts :]
I still fit into a Extra Small belt, now that is a confidence-booster,srsly!
I attempted dying my hiar blonde last night, or at least Panks did,
it didn't come out whatsoever.
Piece of shit.
So i'ma get it done professionally.
I also found some old stories I wrote when I was 4.
Welll good. I was a right geek, I knew where to put apostrophes 8-]
Today I cut my fringe. S'aight.
And my dad just gave me a nosebleed:p
x

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 19:54:01 GMT

I'm having second thoughts on this one.

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 18:48:04 GMT

eee

2005 was the best year evr!

so many new friends
so many amazing memories
+ the best summer EVR,
even though hes a pillhead now :]

i know this is a bit late,
but i just wanted to write the facts!

+ if panks doesnt get sorted soon,
hes a dead man mate!

ps someone buy me peaches album.
her 2nd plx. thz!

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 20:00:18 GMT

im so angry
get out of my way
:@

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 13:38:25 GMT

NEW YEARS WAS FUCKING MAZIN

» ashlee bought me + ema x2 2ltr btl of cider
» ema's mom got us x1 3ltr btl of cider, so we were salted!1
» me+ema+panks walked from m&s to the other end of city, past john lewis to pick up the cider her mom was giving us
» ema lied by saying my mom was taking us + that she waiting @ m&s so ema's mom drove us there!
» we did this so she wouldn't see all the alcohol panks had... otherwise we could've gotten a lift
» me + ema ran from m&s to the other end again, felt like 'creep' cos we were locked in + it was deserted! well funny.
» us 3 trekked from the city to willen. got lost about x3. WELL GOOD
» me + ema were drinkin already, quite tipsy hahaha
» got picked up from the shops by lora+n & lucie + escorted to the party :]
» met helen, chris + verity on the way
» greeted everyone put on some nintendokore!!111 + partied hard!
» went + met rob @ some point
» lora+n started having fucken spazms + was embarrassing everyone.
» LOADS of pictures taken, so funny i can't even remember half of them!
» lorna pissed all over the floor, herself, broke the xmas tree
» lucie's mom was yelling @ lorna calling her a twat + stufff
» panks broke the toilet seat while throwing up in it
» we started a countdown @ 10, then ran into the front room + started again, counting from the t.v.
» celebrated, hugs+kisses from me all round!1
» @1230 we all got kicked out
» trekked from middle of willen to loughton... took 4 fucken hours!
» we lost our way, lost people, got followed, fell over, bled, hungover
» asa we got to robs i ran upstairs + crashed out on his bed!1

SOOOOOO GOOD.!!!!
im sure other shit hpapened but i was 2 fucked to notice1

& today i have to say goodbye to craig cos hes leaving for manc today :{ i'm soo gunna miss that boy.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 16:20:00 GMT

expect severe transformation hair in the new year.

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 23:41:13 GMT

deck the halls.
deck 'em good.

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 22:49:51 GMT

yeh i figured my userpic was well old =3
i dont hav black hair anymore :]
im kinda xcited ths yr bout xmas!
last yr i knew wht i was gettin
but ths yr i dnt have a clue.
happy bday panks, its his bday 2mo bless him : D
got wankrd yday, good + propa!
"IM A CHRISTIAN NOT A LESBIAN!"
ha ha ha ha ha !!!1
i like to rant about how ppl + things fuck me right off
to panks + kaela cos its wicked stufff.
& i got my portfolio of poetry online. yay :]
merry xmas fuckaz!!!11

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 14:33:24 GMT

i'm still alive btw.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 21:58:45 GMT

me + jack are cool.
jack + kaela are not.
: ]
bring on next weekend plx!!
+ tomorrow. : ]]]
dang, what did i do with all my poetry?
I (L) SON OF DORK LOL.

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 10:16:39 GMT

i'm glad i didn't properly commit myself to jack.
he's going completely downhill and i have no sympathy for him now.

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 17:01:22 GMT

IF YOU WANNA SAY I I I LIKE YOU
I MIGHT FEEL JUST LIKE YOU
AND IF YOU CHOOSE CHOOSE NOT TO
I KNEW KNEW YOU WOULD

: ]

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 18:12:18 GMT

♥
: ]

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 11:38:07 GMT

IMA RIGHT RUDE GIRL
OH YEH

BLATES GOING TO SEE
ROLL DEEP!!!
NEXT FRIDAY
@ CLUB FREEZE

WORD UP

BACK OF THE NET LORA
IM GOING TO SEE HARRY POTTER TODAY
WITH YEHHHH

HEAVY

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 19:43:16 GMT

well. retail therapy for me. mustve spent almost 200quid. get in girl.
i got:

[x] bench coat [£80]
[x] underwear [£30]
[x] k-swiss [£55]
[x] make-up (including for kaela) [£16]
[x] starbucks [£5]

thank yu mommy : ]

i need to get (with my own money):

[x] they're only chasing safety
[x] liquid eyeliner
[x] a haircut
[x] underoath tee... oh yeh
[x] pucca bag

JESUS I'M READY TO COME HOME.

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 11:06:47 GMT

well last night was eventful.
i was on the roof for 50 minutes.
due to being trapped in the house.

just another calendar day, ba ba ba ba.

over - lindsay lohan.

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 14:32:16 GMT

i've had the worst few weeks ever.
i can't shift this mood of depression.
last night me + my parents had a screaming match
and my dad told me when i leave this house
he hopes i never come back.
i wrote a list of things i have problems with.
i need to fix them.
i just can't handle anything anymore.

i don't cry on the outside anymore.

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 21:29:43 GMT

S O R R Y I M N O T P E R F E C T .
itsmyimperfectionsiwantyoutolikemefor.

but omgosh
tht boy is
B U F F

: ]

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 18:42:28 GMT

Tyso came up to me Friday and said "You're always smiling."
So that made me smile some more. : ]

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 19:31:40 GMT

Glue-Tac squares are the funnest things invented... by me & Dionne.
The most amusing thing I've ever appreciated in French cos that lesson is so fucking G A S H .

In other news, my Pucca hoodie came today.
oh my jizzzzzzz.
It's buff.

Almost loved you. I almost wished you woulda loved me too.

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 21:14:52 GMT

hiiii.x
well. friday, stayed at rob's, trekked to luke's to get movies, watched saw and creep, which is, kids, a really shit film. we were up til like 5am. man i actually live at rob's. and in his boxers. : ] omgosh, panks was so funny. the pictures are hilarious. me & lorna drew all over rob + panks in eyeliner and my god it was fuunny. can't wait til get the pictures.....! then we gatecrashed this hallowe'en get together, well good. me & lorna stole the booze . then we pissed in the middle of the streets. bexi & rob came as z0mbieXcore kids. panks, kaela & james arrived, i had to go get them but i ran the wrong way first of all. i stole panks & kaela's drink. some guy came and spoke to me & kirsty, and trod in mine & lorna's piss :] strangely i have a picture of it on my phone.... so does kirsty, and of this guy we started talking to hahaha. we sung busted and mcfly propa loud in the kitchen at this party. me and bexi repetitely said 'chips' seductively. lorna, ema & rob all crashed at mine. lorna puked in my bath, we didn't actually get sleep til gone 4. rob slept in my pjs. had to return the favor, didn't i! :p i always sleep in his tees and boxors. he still has my hoodie. he was playing @ a gig tonight which i promised him i'd go to.. look where im @ now, oops. lorna told me i inspired her and that my poetry touched her. i love that girl. i have a full 3ltr bottle of cider in my bottom drawer... LUSH.!! been listening to peaches all day. i need to buy some shoes. hm. well tonight i actually get a propa bed, without sharing with rob or my dog.
deep. x

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 11:45:25 GMT

well. i can't even remember what's been happening but i went camping with rob, jack, panks, and i forced lorna to come so i wasn't the only girl. it was soo fun.! i hadn't eaten anything all day cos the day before i'd eaten a whole pack of tuc biscuits to myself O.o that's rly bad. so yeh i got well pissed well easily :p

first me, rob & jack went to rob's house and got everything sorted. we set up the tent then we realised we'd forgotten some of the alc., so rob went back to his house to get it, and some food, and panks went to collect lorna. so yeh basically it was me and jack. we had a sock fight : ] and he chased me up half the field. then i beat him up : ]

i can't be arsed to go into it. but lorna & me went for about 6 pisses. she decided to go in the lake. we stopped some rudes and lorna started giving them an essay about how she hates 'greebos' and 'chavs' not getting along. our ashlee & jack discussions, phoning anna and telling panks to fuck off and to stop following me when he was standing in the same place, every time... :| yelling 'jack's gay' propa loud. : ] showing lorna all the texts from jack .. lora + n = lorna ;P hahaha. omgosh it was lush. and then walking back to rob's, singing konstantine as loud as possible through estates and under bridges and muddling up choruses and missing out verses.. then me & lorna stole rob's bed : ]

in tha morning ema came over andddd after rob went to band practise we raided his cupboards and fridges and.. bread bin : ] ate so much! we went onto rob's account and decided to be childish, which was, fun, to say the least. then lorna went home and after a bit me & ema trekked from loughton to the city. she met up with a mate, reluctantly, and i had to pretend to be her mother, twice, on tha phone, so she could come and meet me after an hour or two.

then nick found me and i was surprised he still recognized me, which is quite impressive. we talked for a bit and then i told him i loved his tee, cos it had sonic on it, and he was like yeh i made it myself and said he'd make me one :D yaaay. well can't wait.!! i told him to put at the bottom 'customized / designed by nick' : ] LUSHHHH.

then i went pitz and now i'm confused about a situation :/ lots of laughs, though, and i let rob keep my trs cd as he loved it so much and ima nice person : ] also simon pierced jack's lip, and jack passed out ahahaa. fag.

today rob rung me and asked what i was doing so we're probably gunna crash out somewhere, which is well good.! it's cool, i haven't known rob for long at all, like, 3 weeks? and we're well good friends now. we had a lush talk when i was drunk and i told him he was a very good-looking boy :/ hahahah. i thought it was queer when he was like 'lora you're a rly pretty girl' i was like AIGHT THEN :| lots of pictures were taken camping night, and in his garage.... hahahaha. me & lorna should be on krakajak's ep [rob's band], i'll explain when i get the pictures innit :p

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 09:59:28 GMT

hahahaha. oh.
jeremy thought i was going out with jack.

: [

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 10:29:37 GMT

ima bit pissed. i have nothing on my pc cos it got completed formatted. not impressed.

in other news, friday i went to the fight (yay..) with panks , drunk a bit so was a bit tipsy, i met the fight ;] hahahaha and i took a picture of panks, simon and ...whatserface, the lead singer. panks was propa shaking aw bless.

i was well nervous cos i wrote a letter for jack and i was gunna give it to him. in the end i got anna too after i left to go to a party with rob, panks, ema and lorna, completely last minute, well good. we weren't allowed into the party,so we trekked back to simon's, watched t.v. for a bit then made it a mish to go to rob's.

SO FUNNY. absolutely loved it. so many pictures taken, good, bad, funny, they were so awesome. lorna got with simon... i had to share a bed with rob and ema. last time i crashed out with rob i managed to 'hog the sofa like a bitch' according to him :p this time we actually kicked him out.!

for ages it was me, simon, rob and panks, and we played drums and i was impressed with myself cos i went running on rob's treadmill. omagoddd he has THEEE nicest house, ever. fact. it's well lush. and i was propa enjoying it when rob and simon were dancing to some dance music, well amaze. actually made my day.

then i went home and got ready and came back out again. i downed a lot of bailey's, just to gain some confidence in case i had to talk to jack. i bet he thinks i'm well weird. : [[[[[

we went to some park party, got bored, went skating, then panks and kaela came back and crashed at mine. first of all we met some of my drunken school mates including my year10 lover hahaha, aw he was so fucked. then we got to mine at about 10ish. we shared my bed.:| evenutally i moved cos i felt well sad. ive completely fucked things up with jack, completely. i feel like such a mess. why did i do it? why was i such a dick? i really like him now, and now he's not sure, when he used to like 'obsess' over me, according to my mates.. and i've got 'evidence' that rob likes me, but i'm not convinced anymore, and i'm not sure if i like him... i think, i do, but, i've had so much with jack i just wanna hold onto it. julie was like, 'don't give up, don't give up, you can't give this all up'. i'm not, but i think jack has.